|2005, new kittens|
|2008, Christmas cats|
|Sheridan loves Erik–and his stuff!|
|Nicky, my princess, 2011, the Giveaway Day|
|Sheridan, “Evil”, 2011, the Giveaway Day|
My life is a constant streams of “lasts” and “goodbyes.” A little unexpectedly, one of the hardest good byes happened today.
We gave up our cats. My first babies, my princess and “evil” — nicknames. Don’t ask.
Six years ago we got married.
And my Mom’s crazy best friend gave us cats for our wedding present. Longest lasting, most rewarding wedding gift. Ever. (actually, she just gave us supplies, and a check to be used for the adoption.)
July 2005, we brought home Nicolett and Sheridan from MaxFund, not realizing that we’d just named them after an actress. TOTAL ACCIDENT! We were not, and still aren’t, Desperate Housewives fans. We chose their names after a major avenue (Nicolett) in Minneapolis, our home town, and the boulevard that the store we got them from was on (Sheridan).
These cats have been such a joy in our lives. They truly were lifesavers throughout our struggle with infertility. They cuddled with us, they played with us, they let us cry on them … I miss them so much..
We got home today, and I immediately looked for Nicky in the window behind the sheer white curtain. I listened for fatty Sheridan’s “thud” of jumping off our bed upstairs to come greet us. I waited for Nicky to brush up against my legs and beg for a cuddle and fresh, cold water. I was confused when I saw that the basement door was shut, because we could NEVER leave it shut because that’s where their litterbox was. I’m sure tonight I will miss the weight of Sheridan, who loved to “spoon” with me all night long.
An awful lot lately I have shoved them off my lap, rolled my eyes at their head butts, sighed in exhasperation at their incredibly persistent requests for love … I know this was the right thing to do. I know their new owner has a lot more love to give than we do right now.
|I love my babies …|
And yet, I’m sitting here, shedding tears for my babies, and wondering why I was ever annoyed at Nicky for climbing onto my lap and through my arms while I typed. Because that’s all I wish would happen right now.